I have been so busy since mid July and haven't had much time to do anything for myself. I am a full time auditor and a part time mom! Work is demanding a lot because of change in scope and my job functions. At home it is also different now as I need to contribute my part to the household as a wife and a mother of a 15 months old kid. I must say there are times when I miss just staying home just like during my maternity leave days. I know for the last 2-3 months I have put too much focus in work and 'neglected' and leave all house chores to Anthony. I am really glad that he is quite domesticalise- able to cook,clean and take care of Andrew. Thanks Dear
Work has been crazy and it make me begin to think whether do i really enjoy what i am doing and do i still really like audit??? Or more importantly am I still fit to do audit. This doubt has been running in my mind and this is driving me crazy because I am always clear of what I want. I also begin to think of the 'what if' scenarios (which i seldom do because i viewed that 'what if' often creates self frustration).If Anthony and I never move to Aussie land,would our life be different?would we get less/more than what we have now? I don't know what else to write so I am going to leave this open till I find an answer in my next entry.
Bottomline, I am tired and having self conflict/doubt. Need to find some lights at the end of the tunnel...
2 comments:
I think u r in love with the IDEA of having a full time job and being the best auditor out there ..... But in reality, u prolly prefer to .... (fill in the blanks and that's your answer)
Whatever it is, u need to be happy and have a balanced lifestyle, ESP now that u have a little fella looking up at u ...hehe
We always support ur decision and cheer u on!
I thinnk we all have that doubt once in a while.. or more often when things gets too much.
I have been thinking lately too if I want to continue on with my line of work.
"like" the photo you put up tho.
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